I haven't blogged a post in a while. I've working on my novel which is a third finished. I just have something on my heart that I need to share. It's New year's eve. I'm at home. i've been a bit down.
It happens time to time as I'm bi-polar. I've been sad and although I have faith in
God, I have questioned hime as to why I have to suffer this. Pray and pray but I begin to doubt whether he hears or wants to answer me.
I begin to wonder why. Then I felt that I wasn't worthy of his love. Then I realized that not one of us is worthy of his love. Christ died on the cross in order to give us forgiveness. Which one on of is worthy to have the Son of God die a brutal death on the cross to save us from sin?
We are not worthy. We are but human and fallible. That's what makes God's love for us even more special. We should be thankful each day for that love. But being human, we doubt God's love for us. When we doubt his love, we need to think of the Cross and JESUS who gave his life but rose from the deed and descended to heaven where he serves at the right hand of the Father.
I'm not worthy but I try to accept his love and have faith in God.
God Bless
